Title: She's gone
Author: Angel Eyes
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Disclaimer: I don't name any characters in this but the suggested one's are Buffy and Angel.....These characters do not belong to me and I am making no money off of this publication....Yada yada yada, blah blah blah....Don't sue.

Description: This isn't really a poem, or a story. It's kinda just a stream of Angel's thoughts and feelings during the office scene in IWRY. Sorry if it doesn't make much sense, I wrote it on a late night and had way to much caffeine for one person. Email me you thoughts and feelings of this "thing"...I don't even know what to call it.

She's gone, not really, but in a sense she is
In the sense that she's right in front of me and I can't hold her
In the sense that I just held her, but now all is lost

She promised she wouldn't forget
And I doubted her
But somewhere
D
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P down. I had a flicker of hope

I didn't want her to remember
It would be too hard for her
But I did want her to....
I wanted her to remember so bad

I wanted to be able to kiss her hair
And wrap my arms around her from behind
To kiss her neck.......
But that's where the problem began isn't it?

So she's gone, but not really
She's here, but she's not
A part of her is missing
That part that makes her whole
That makes me whole
That light

I've taken it from her
She gave it up for me
But she didn't really lose it
It's still there
She has just forgotten how to find it
I think she's tired of looking

She's getting tired of fighting
I can tell
I can read her like an open book
She is an open book
But only to me
She's my book, and I am hers

She knows I love her
At least I hope she does
I miss her so much
So much that this is killing me
But I can take it
I can be the strong one
I can do this for her
I could do anything for her
I will be strong

So she's not really gone
She's right here
She's mine, but she isn't
I love her so much
And in a moment I will crumble
I will tell her everything
I'm tired of being strong
I want to love her, now
our eyes meet...........

And then........ she's gone~