Date: Thu, 27 Jan 2000 19:19:40 EST
From: [email protected]
Subject: Poem-Shattered

This is from Angel's point of view if he ever saw Buffy with Riley. As I
said before sorry that this is really weird but I am in a sad mood. No more
Riley!!!
Shattered
The moment I saw the two of you together my heart broke.
Funny how something that doesn't even beat can hurt so much.
A part of me wants to run to you.
Wrap my arms around you and hold you forever.
You are mine.
I know I left so that you could find someone.
But I never thought that I would see you with him.
Do you love him the way you loved me?
No don't answer.
I don't want to know.
Unless the answer is no.
I thought what we had was special.
I must have been wrong.
Your love was enough for me to transcend my past.
I guess my love was not enough for you.
I hope you are happy.
That is all I can ask for.
Something I could never give you.
But you always gave me.
I can feel the tears welling up in my eyes.
Vampires are not supposed to cry.
But seeing you with someone else is killing me.
My heart and soul are shattered into a million pieces.
I should say goodbye to you now.
But how can I say that to my soulmate.
Maybe your my soulmate but I am not yours.
I have to stop watching the two of you.
But I can't take my eyes off of you.
You look so happy.
Did you look that way with me?
The tears are streaming down my face now.
I have to leave.
Before you see me.
And I feel any worse.
Not that that is possible.
I feel dead inside.
I will never love again.
You will always be my first love.
And you will also be my last.
I love you for eternity.
I hope you are happy.
And can feel the way you always wanted to feel.
I hope you have the life you deserve.
Because if he hurts you,
I'll kill him.
Be careful my love.
Goodbye.