Never Leave by Leah
"Buffy?" I called as sat up in my bed, yet Buffy
was gone.Then it all came back to me just like the day before
and the one before that. I had left her alone saying we couldn't
be together, making her cry. I felt the worst that day then ever.
I left the one I loved, the only one I had ever loved. As I get
out of the bed, I walk over to the phone and ponder this thought
: Sould I call her?
I sake the thought out of my head and continue to finsh this
day just like the last: depressed.
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"Angel?" I said and I opened my eyes and sit up in
bed. Then it all came pouring back, he was gone. Left me alone
here in Sunnydale. Yes I have Xander,Willow,Giles, and my mother
but I don't love them as much as I loved him. I'll never love
any one more then I loved him.
As the thoughts come back into my head, tears starting falling
down my cheeks. Just thinking about him brought tears.
As I get out of bed and to the bathroom to get ready for school,
I think of this one thought: When do I see him again?
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As I head outside, making sure the sun doesn't touch my face
I head to my car.
"I have to see her again." I say as I get into the
car. As I start the car and pull out and onto the street I think
: Will she ever forgive me?
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As I head outside and start to walk to school, I see my two
best friends, Willow and Xander. As I walk up to them forcing
a smile on my face I say: "Hey guys"
" Are you....ya know okay?" Willow asks me as we head
inside the school.
" Yeah I'll be okay, it's just I don't know........it
hurts." I respond as we head to class.
Willow and Xander both nod and we walk into class. I thank
them for understanding and not saying anything more about Angel
or how I feel.
As I sit down and take out my notebook, I can only think about
that day. I know he was right about us not being
together and how that if he didn't leave, how much pain I would
feel when I saw him again and again, but what I didn't know is
that how much pain I felt now and having no idea when it would
leave. So I try to listen to what the teacher is saying, but I
just keep thinking about him and that day.......
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As I pull up into the Summers drive way, I wait. I know she
is at school and I know her mother wouldn't let me in, even though
I already have been invited in, but I wait till she gets back.....
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After school I walk home, still depressed and thinking about
him. One single tear falls as I walk into the house. I block everything
out of my mind and only think about him. I rush to my room and
shut the door, I fall on my bed and start to cry. I want him back,
he sould know how much I need him. As I lay there crying I can
only think this one thought : Angel come back to me.
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Sun down..... As I wait across the street for Buffy to start
on her partroll, I hope she can forgive me and take me back. If
only she knew how much I needed her........
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As I walk outside to start on my partroll, I desend into the
night, stake in hand, I block everything about him
from my mind and only think about what I have to do.
As I keep walking I feel as someone is following me. I turn
around and see no one, but I know someone is there.
" Show yourself I just want to get this over with."
As I see someone come out of the shadows I hear an old voice.
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" Hello, Buffy. I'm sorry for ever leaving you. I need
you and love you too much to stay away from you." I say walking
out of the shadows.
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As I see him come out of the shadows, I run to him and hug him,
tears of joy stream down my face.
"angel....."
"Yes Buffy"
" Never leave me again, I love you too much for you to
be away"
" I'll never leave you alone again. I promise."
THE END!!