I Love You too Angel
I walked down stairs and into the kitchen, then I saw him. Standing there, looking at me like he always did. I loved that. I was hoping he would say something. Anything, just something.
" I love you, Buffy...." he said walking up to me.
" I....I love you too, angel."
Then he kissed me......
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I woke up in my bed, in my dorm. It was just a dream, Angel was gone.....not coming back. I sat up in bed and looked around, Willow had stayed w/ Oz so she wasn't here. Then it just happened, I just cried.
"It's just not fair...." I kept saying that as I just sat there and cried. "It's just not fair....It's just not fair."
I must have missed most of my classes but I didn't care, I felt so tired and lonely, I didn't want to be around any one, I was too lonely and depressed to talk to anyone.
"Hey Buffy." but i kept walking, I knew who it was, but I really didn't want to talk to her right now.
" Buffy, you okay?" Willow came running up to me. "Whats wrong Buff?"
" Oh it's nothing.....really" I forced on a smile and kept walking.
Willow just stood there and watched me walk off, I knew she knew I was depressed over Angel so she didn't say anything about it.
I kept walking untill I got to my dorm and went in a sat there on my bed and stared at a wall until I heard a knock at the door.
" Come in " i said still looking at the wall, not looking at who it was.
" Buffy, are you okay?" Xander came walking over to me with a look of concern on his face.
I nodded and kept looking at the wall.
" okay B your not okay, you stare at the wall when your upset. What's wrong?" Xander asked again.
I looked at him and just started to cry. He sat next to me and held me. Now he knew why I was upset and he just held me till I stoped crying. When I finshed I looked at him and shook my head.
" I.....I don't why this is happenind again. I thought I was over this part....it just came back....."
Xander just nodded. " Do you want to be by yourself?"
" Yeah, I'll see ya Xand."
" Bye Buffy" and he walked out. I layed down on the bed and fell asleep.....
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I was in the graveyard, I was partrolling. I heard something behind me. Without seeing who or what it was i staked it. When I saw it was Angel all he said was: " I love you, Buffy" Then he burst into dust.
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I woke up screaming his name "Angel!!" When I looked where I was, Willow was looking at me from a book she was reading, a look of worry on her face.
" Buffy what happened?" she asked putting the book down.
" Angel...." thats all I could say.
" What, did he--" she stoped when she sawing that I was crying. " Buffy...."
I just shook my head and got out of bed and walked over to the chest we had. I opened it and got out some stakes. I stood up and looked at willow. "I gotta go and partroll or Giles is going to give me shit about it later"
Willow just nodded and watched me walk out, then she went back to her reading.
I was in the grave yard, just like my dream cept Angel wasn't here and I was so thank ful. Then I heard a sound behind me. I turned around and staked it, not even thinking about what the hell I was doing. Then I heard it: "I love you, Buffy"
I screamed "NO!!!!!! Please No!!" then he burst into dust. "NO!! GOD PLEASE NO!!" I knelt down next to the pile of dust and just cried. "No please no...Angel...please no...Angel..." I killed the one I loved.....and I couldn't live now. I knew I couldn't live now. I took out my dagger I kept and put it up to my neck.
"I love you too Angel" then I slit my throat. I fell in pain and layed there........I was looking at the sky, then I died from loss of blood..... I was with the one I loved.......forever.