Can't Go On Like This

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Author's Note: told from Buffy's point of view after Angel leaves
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Mist parts, he stands there, still as a rock
About to walk away
From me, from us
I can't go on like this
Knowing that he never said goodbye
Can't go on like this
Knowing that I might never see him again
Can't go on like this
Without him by my side
Can't go on
I just can't
I can't breathe, or move, or speak
Then, he breaks our last gaze
And walks away
From me
From us
Can't go on
I miss him already
I want to run to him
I want to hold him
I want to tell him I love him
But I can't
Because he's gone now
Can't go on like this
I can't, and I won't
I still stand there, still as a rock, never moving
Can't go on like this forever
But I will, because he's gone
Out of my life
Won't go on like this
Can't go on like this